To An End

My first semester of college is finally drawing towards an end. It was a tough transition from high school to the real world and working a job, and then into a college setting. I felt so far behind by being out for a semester, and it was tough to get the ball rolling. In the middle of the semester I finally got settled in, and a sense of urgency arose within me and caused me to go the extra mile with my school work. With the semester drawing near an end so quickly, I feel worried and stressed for my upcoming final exams. I know if I study long and hard enough I am sure to do well. So much resides on my final grades, that it is building up more pressure on me. So many times in life things draw near to an abrupt end, often things that we would least expect. The loss of a sporting game, the loss of a pet, or a relative. Not every thing in life has a due date that is visible to the everyday world. As a human being you never know when your last day on this Earth will be. I can relate to my grandmother, she was in perfectly normal health and in the blink of an eye she was gone. Last week marked two years since her passage, and I still can recall the last time I seen her. There are many things which we wish we could have done differently, or wish that we would have done. I believe that because our days are numbered and so few, that we should live each moment like it's our last and spending every available moment we have with our friends, family, and spending time doing what it is we love.

19 April, 2014 Tied together

As my classes are winding down, I have began to notice certain patterns, concepts, and ideas reoccurring throughout all of my classes. For example: things I have learned in my English class, like clustering, are cognitive ways in which the mind can better understand things. In my Liberal Studies class on religion, my professor encouraged us to create these "mind maps" as he called them, to help us better understand the complex structure of the textbook we are reading. Mind maps and clustering are essentially the same thing, except in a mind map the main idea of a chapter is circled in the middle. The various ideas and concepts relating to that main idea are added in their own bubbles creating a molecule shape with each idea flowing into the next. I have also noticed in both of my liberal arts classes, that things seem to tie together much closer than I realized. These classes are specifically required for all students to take, which leads me to the theory that the university is trying to change the way we view the world and our everyday life and our impact on society.

Reflecting on My Childhood

This week in class we wrote letters to our younger selves reflecting back on a point in our childhood that was not so great. I wrote my letter to my middle school self. I was new to my middle school and didn't have any friends in any of my classes, I was struggling to figure out who I was while trying to make friends. Making new friends was always a challenge for me, I was always the shy and quite kid in school, and to a lesser extent I still somewhat am. Along with the shyness I was also suffering from weight issues, and I remember getting picked on for being "chubby". During recess I always wanted to play football with everybody else, but I was always picked last because I couldn't run fast. If I could go back and tell myself one thing, it would be "don't let other people define you, and take the negatives of your life and turn them into a positive". When I was twelve I had appendicitis and had to have surgery. The surgery and the pain in my stomach made me nauseous every time I would try to eat for at least two weeks. Because of this I ended up loosing almost 30 pounds, which I didn't gain back until my sophomore year. My freshman year of high school I decided I wanted to try something new, wrestling. Tryouts were the most grueling and painful thing I had ever been through,  but I used my desire to better myself and to never be the kid that got picked last again. I pushed myself as hard as I could, I remembered what it was like being picked on for not being athletic, and having that in the back of my mind throughout my high school career led me to be the best that I could be, and I ended up being co-captain of the wrestling team my senior year. Reflecting back on my childhood I believe that every struggle that I have been through has molded me into a better person today, and I am proud of how far I have come in life,

This i Believe Peer review March 28th

1)     What did I gain from the response I received from my reader?

 My peer informed me to add more detail about the smaller things that could help the reader better understand the story.

2)     What did I change as a result of the feedback I received? Explain. 

a.      I added to one of my weaker paragraphs and included more personal experiences to make the piece more individual to my writing.

3) How did having someone else read my writing give me a different perspective on my writing?

Having someone read my paper made me realize my paper was far from perfect as I thought it was. And it helped me to include things that I didn’t think would be misunderstood to other readers.

3)     What surprised me in having someone else read this essay? 

 In reading other peoples essays and having them read mine, it surprised me at how similar random classmates beliefs can be to our own.

5) Add any thoughts you had during and after the peer response

            I was really interested in reading Danielle’s paper during the peer review. I had never talked with her before and she wrote on a situation that was very close to my heart, and her belief from what she took on the situation sort of shaped my pessimistic outlook on the subject. I also believe that from reading other people’s beliefs that I really broadened my mind to the things that I believe but I could not get out due to writer’s block.
           

This I Believe

Writing down a memory seemed challenging for me today. I feel as if I am given the capability to write anything that I want, but my mind doesn't know where to even begin. I get blocked with trying to recall memories that are in my mind some place distant, that are easily brought up any time except for when I begin to write. I don't know if it is writer's block because once I come up with an actual event to write about, I'm capable of free writing for a solid five minutes. My only problem is coming up with a topic to write about, I'm only 18 years old and compared to the event-filled lives of my professor and other students, I feel like none of my events are notable enough to share. I agree with Professor Dagher's statement today in class, about how we need to communicate more, and I would love to be at the point where I can willingly share my work. My only problem with sharing my work is like you said, I feel like I am being critiqued by my fellow classmates.

Starting an Interview

When I first heard about the interviewing project, my mind jumped between two people that I would like to interview. The first person I thought about having an interview with was a physical therapist at my local gym. Physical therapy has been a career path I have been looking into for about three years now, and something I feel as if I would enjoy. I would ask him if he had time to fit in a brief interview about his profession at a time and place convenient for him. I am also interested in why he chose his particular field of work, and if it is actually as enjoyable as he thought it would be. I would like to know more about his schooling and where he went to school, the types of classes he had to take and what lead him to deciding on physical therapy. I would have to have very open ended questions to allow him to talk more, because he is very reserved and does not talk a lot. The other person I am interested in interviewing would be my grandfather. My grandfather grew up in the 60's on a farm in Indiana. I've never been into detail about his life as a child, or growing up during that time period. Growing up on a farm has always been something I have dreamed of, and I'm curious to hear about it first hand. I know he would love to be interviewed and he is a big talker. I plan on recording the interview, and bringing a notebook to write down any information that catches my interest or answers my questions, and also to write down the times in the interview that a specific answer was given, so that i can go back over my recording and know exactly where to find the information.

Midterm Reflection

Reflecting back on the first half of this course I have realized I have learned some very valuable skills to take my writing to the next level. I have also been able to start realizing who I am, and discovering myself through my free writing. While free writing I have been able to use metacognitive thinking to open up my mind and think less on the way I write and more on what I am writing. It allowed me to write without thinking about my mistakes and focus on what was truly on my mind, and allowed me to get over my dreaded writer's block. Although I enjoyed free writes, clustering is my favorite technique that we have learned so far. I have been able to take one small memory or event, and add every single detail to help describe that event, and it vastly created a huge story out of something I never thought I could never successfully write about. Writing and reading memoir has helped me discover myself. I am currently reading a memoir about a man's journey to be as healthy as possible for an entire year, and being fit has always been a passion for me. I can so easily relate to his stories and his struggles, and it has helped me to finally decide on a major. There has been a few negatives to this half of the semester, such as the blogging and Moodle assignments. The blogging assignments seem a bit confusing to me, due to the fact that I am not always certain on what the topic should be on. Secondly with Moodle, there is a lot of confusion when I am reviewing my assignments. It could very well be from a personal lack of understanding, but Moodle just seems to be so clustered and I loose track of what I am actually suppose to submit and do for this course. In class I feel fine and I have a clear understanding of everything that we have discussed and gone over, but once I get home and I check Moodle, confusion sets in. I don't know if there is a way to fix this or not, and when you gave a quick run through of the Moodle cite it did help to an extent but I am still having issues. I believe I need to focus and work more on small details in my writing and using more of the five senses. From this class and the ideas that we have learned, I feel as if my personal memoir that I am writing is one of my best pieces of work yet. I started out trying to avoid the topic because of the heartache of the event, but as I continued writing I feel like I can make a connection to my audience and I feel like I have put more into this piece of work than anything I have ever written because of the emotional bond I have with what I have written.